"become so wrapped up in something"

cutupangel @ 2009-01-25T12:17:00

2009-01-25T18:25:49Z

i have seen titanic so many times, yet everytime i watch it i still get just as sad as the first time :(

cutupangel @ 2009-01-20T17:22:00

2009-01-20T22:27:03Z

everything is approved and I am so excited.
so soon

cutupangel @ 2009-01-15T15:25:00

2009-01-15T20:28:39Z

the last 2 steps are scheduled.
then it will be time.
I am more nervous than ever
but more ready than ever
permanence it terrifying
but some permanent things bring the greatest change.

cutupangel @ 2009-01-14T17:12:00

2009-01-14T22:23:57Z

so i am pretty sure last night,and today was the best time ever.
Me, Bex, Nate, Josh and shawn drove to UF and surprised andrea!!!
me Bex and Dre stayed up all night and talked it was amazing!
I love last min late night trips, and getting to see dre.
great night.
so tired :)

cutupangel @ 2009-01-12T16:49:00

2009-01-12T21:50:51Z

I wish I could write lyrics, cause what goods a piano piece without words.

cutupangel @ 2009-01-12T00:20:00

2009-01-12T05:22:31Z

I want to go somewhere, like a road trip
just drive
and clear my mind.
that would be so nice.

cutupangel @ 2009-01-09T10:53:00

2009-01-09T16:02:56Z

Movie night last night was so fun!
I still wish we had gotten Zombie Strippers!!!!!!!!
Bex:we ARE renting that movie and watching it.

After movie night, not so fun, I am done.

ugh cant wait for talk night with bex tonight. :)

p.s
(please don't go back to Chicago.)

cutupangel @ 2009-01-07T22:10:00

2009-01-08T03:15:18Z

tonight was informaional.
a little weird but it was good.
Made me a little nervous but I am very excited at the same time.

cutupangel @ 2009-01-06T01:52:00

2009-01-06T06:58:42Z

sometimes the people you love can say things that hurt so much. Even if they don't realize it.
Tonight brought me back to a place of my life I left the moment I moved away from CT. They don't even think about it but it hurts more than they will ever know. Thank god Bex can bring me back to the good things.

I am excited for wed
I am excited for life
I am excited so that when shit like this happens
I am no longer fazed by it.

I have so much on my mind, I don't want to deal with any of it anymore.

I love you Bex.

cutupangel @ 2009-01-05T01:52:00

2009-01-05T07:04:21Z

I have seriously had one of the best vacations ever. It has been so effortless and amazing.
ugh I dont want it to end.

today was amazing, brunch at ericas movie night at anthonies

today was a day of funny quotes also lol

annie;
"I treat my kids like I treat chopsticks once it gets complicated I give up"

dave
"Wanted is a biography of my life"

(conversation with terrance when i called him at one thirty in the morning to say happy birthday)
me: " thursday i am taking you out for a "things only 18 year olds can do" day. Have you ever been to cheetah?"
terrance:"no."
me: "want to?"

(few min later in a text)
terrance: " cant you and bex just strip for me?"
me: "yes, yes we can"

I love you all so much.

cutupangel @ 2009-01-04T00:31:00

2009-01-04T05:32:06Z

i'm going to be very vague
I LOVE BEX SOOOO MUCH!!!

cutupangel @ 2009-01-01T22:58:00

2009-01-02T04:11:14Z

The tears are so hard to keep in
I want this so badly
next week is the first step.
I am so excited
but it also scares me so much.
I am ready.

edit: Your an idiot I need you so much right now and your so into yourself right now and being with the boys that you cant even see that. Saramaile is right not being angry at you to your face isnt gonna do me any good.

cutupangel @ 2009-01-01T04:05:00

2009-01-01T09:08:12Z

didn't drink at all it was ok though
made sure no one died, and had fun with bex!
tonight was a great night.
and the day that lead up to the party was also amazing
hanging with terrance and mona
going to kelly's 1940's party
it was relaxing.
happy new year everyone.
love u all.

cutupangel @ 2008-12-28T17:18:00

2008-12-27T22:22:50Z

drank to much vodka
smoked to much hookah
threw up 8 times
became friends with some sweet people
took so many picts
love kylie SOOO much
feel like shit today
completely worth it
i lost count of how many screw drivers i had after 8.
oh jeeze, not drinking for a while hahahahaha.
best night.
totally worth the sickness, dan and ashley take care of me!
bring on the parties.

cutupangel @ 2008-12-26T18:32:00

2008-12-27T00:35:05Z

christmas was nice, quiet but nice.
it ended perfectly sitting around jamies new hookah(the haitian)
with smt dave ash and jordan.
it was nice and peaceful, perfect end to a nice day.

cutupangel @ 2008-12-24T04:20:00

2008-12-24T09:32:04Z

now that I have agreed to this I want to do it now.
I guess you could say I want to get it over with.
I don't want to wait anymore and waiting just gives me more
time to talk myself out of it.
I just think afraid of going through this alone, but yet I cant pull
myself together enough to tell anyone.
Well once its done your all gonna know anyway.
February your so far.

cutupangel @ 2008-12-23T23:56:00

2008-12-24T04:59:27Z

it honestly kills me how much I am in love with the Twilight series.
i don't want it to end. :( one book to go.

cutupangel @ 2008-12-23T00:44:00

2008-12-23T05:46:41Z

haven't slept in like 348509285 years got a cold.
brought that shit upon myself.

going to bed.

cutupangel @ 2008-12-21T17:38:00

2008-12-21T22:40:15Z

Andrea: just thought u should know that I think the gash on my face is kick ass! i look like i could beat a bitch up lol :)

cutupangel @ 2008-12-11T01:31:00

2008-12-11T07:33:35Z

i vacume sealed alot of jamies stuff including her pillows. hahahahhaha

cutupangel @ 2008-12-08T01:13:00

2008-12-08T07:31:03Z

un like my roommates i do not procrastinate as much.
my list just got 3495030502529305424 times smaller.
I am practically done with all my final work.

I have one art project to do that is due thursday and all I have to do is make a poster
about raising global awaresness, easy!

and I have to study for my music theory final which is tuesday. I will be ok on everything accept the last three chapters which I will just study all day today.

I am excited to not have to stress all week. After tuesday I am pretty much done.

THEN HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

edit: I just finished packing and the lack of sleep is worth it because I literally have like four things to do this week now!

1.finish my classes this week/hand in final papers with the exception of one theory test.
1.go get checked out at residence life after dance class today
2.go ship out my bedding cause their is to much to take on the plane
3.go wed and get my transfer paper signed by the school for my application!

cutupangel @ 2008-12-06T04:58:00

2008-12-06T11:02:46Z

its nights like this that make me hate florida.
going out and walking in the city at five in the morning
while the snow falls and the streets are empty.
the city is so peaceful at night no cars, or people.
its absolutly beautiful, and i will miss this.

I made a snow angel wearing jeans it was completely worth it.
And threw my firs snow ball in five years.
it was complete happiness. :)

i love bex and andy so much. nice night

once upon a bex

2008-12-05T10:29:48Z

ahahahahaaahahaaahahaaahaahaaaahaahahaahaaahahahahahaahah ahahahaahaahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahah you dont ewven know.
ahaahahahahhahahaahahahahha such a fun nighte.

edit:
Well as you can all tell, last night I was completely sober and did not only do shots all night. NOPE not thayer, hahaahhaha i havent been drunk in so long.

cutupangel @ 2008-12-05T01:19:00

2008-12-05T07:19:28Z

drunk.

ha

cutupangel @ 2008-12-03T00:57:00

2008-12-03T07:03:40Z

there are so many reasons why i am moving home
so much farther beyond money and school
i need to do this for myself.
ahhhh i wish i wanted to tell you all what i was talking about.