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Jan. 25th, 2009

i have seen titanic so many times, yet everytime i watch it i still get just as sad as the first time :(
everything is approved and I am so excited.
so soon
the last 2 steps are scheduled.
then it will be time.
I am more nervous than ever
but more ready than ever
permanence it terrifying
but some permanent things bring the greatest change.
so i am pretty sure last night,and today was the best time ever.
Me, Bex, Nate, Josh and shawn drove to UF and surprised andrea!!!
me Bex and Dre stayed up all night and talked it was amazing!
I love last min late night trips, and getting to see dre.
great night.
so tired :)
I wish I could write lyrics, cause what goods a piano piece without words.

Jan. 12th, 2009

I want to go somewhere, like a road trip
just drive
and clear my mind.
that would be so nice.

Jan. 9th, 2009

Movie night last night was so fun!
I still wish we had gotten Zombie Strippers!!!!!!!!
Bex:we ARE renting that movie and watching it.

After movie night, not so fun, I am done.

ugh cant wait for talk night with bex tonight. :)

(please don't go back to Chicago.)

Jan. 7th, 2009

tonight was informaional.
a little weird but it was good.
Made me a little nervous but I am very excited at the same time.
sometimes the people you love can say things that hurt so much. Even if they don't realize it.
Tonight brought me back to a place of my life I left the moment I moved away from CT. They don't even think about it but it hurts more than they will ever know. Thank god Bex can bring me back to the good things.

I am excited for wed
I am excited for life
I am excited so that when shit like this happens
I am no longer fazed by it.

I have so much on my mind, I don't want to deal with any of it anymore.

I love you Bex.
I have seriously had one of the best vacations ever. It has been so effortless and amazing.
ugh I dont want it to end.

today was amazing, brunch at ericas movie night at anthonies

today was a day of funny quotes also lol

"I treat my kids like I treat chopsticks once it gets complicated I give up"

"Wanted is a biography of my life"

(conversation with terrance when i called him at one thirty in the morning to say happy birthday)
me: " thursday i am taking you out for a "things only 18 year olds can do" day. Have you ever been to cheetah?"
me: "want to?"

(few min later in a text)
terrance: " cant you and bex just strip for me?"
me: "yes, yes we can"

I love you all so much.